Tuesday, January 09, 2007
105? Bush weeks to go
105? Bush weeks to go
dead Birds, city wide farts, sprinklers of death, OH MY!
iWan? NO somalia is where Bush thinks al quaeda is to die
105? Bush weeks to go
rhyming is hard werk, ok. no fucking idea why somalia. maybe the joint cheif put their foot down on iWan and said georgie could bomb somalia.
sigh. very bad day. even i didn't know how much i loved keith. how can i be worse now? how? shit. my jaw hurts.
and i keep thinking back. i didn't 'want' him when i first saw him. oh, i think it became desire slowly. flickers of flame. spying his feet as he played with his hair. oooh, nice feet.
at applebee's. he really has beautiful eyes....
of course at green bay i saw his knees. oh his knees.sigh.
105? Bush weeks to go
dead Birds, city wide farts, sprinklers of death, OH MY!
iWan? NO somalia is where Bush thinks al quaeda is to die
105? Bush weeks to go
rhyming is hard werk, ok. no fucking idea why somalia. maybe the joint cheif put their foot down on iWan and said georgie could bomb somalia.
sigh. very bad day. even i didn't know how much i loved keith. how can i be worse now? how? shit. my jaw hurts.
and i keep thinking back. i didn't 'want' him when i first saw him. oh, i think it became desire slowly. flickers of flame. spying his feet as he played with his hair. oooh, nice feet.
at applebee's. he really has beautiful eyes....
of course at green bay i saw his knees. oh his knees.sigh.
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Hugs to you! I was so busy last few months missed a lot here. This is a mean old planet.
We hardly ever have estate sales here--only garage sales, and various thrift and antique shops. I like reading your forays through houses.
I wish you healing & happiness in 2007!
cgreen
We hardly ever have estate sales here--only garage sales, and various thrift and antique shops. I like reading your forays through houses.
I wish you healing & happiness in 2007!
cgreen
# posted by 
: 6:30 PM
: 6:30 PM
thanks.
well, i like resale shops as well. of course i have my favorite. my grandma used to volunteer when it was in a bad neighborhood. actually near where i grew up. yesh. i was a white getto child. but but but we had a real nice block.
and rummage sales are ok. if they are moving or something.
i can't do antiques now. i see the prices paid at estate sales. i can't do antique malls anymore. i want to find it first!
ok. i bid and won a old carved wooden squirrel. but i needed cheering up. and no sales this week worthy.
sigh. i guess i am a shopaholic. just a cheap one.
i will post a pic of squirrel when i get it. and maybe the ceramic one i got for 25ยข. it is so bad it's endearing.
well, i like resale shops as well. of course i have my favorite. my grandma used to volunteer when it was in a bad neighborhood. actually near where i grew up. yesh. i was a white getto child. but but but we had a real nice block.
and rummage sales are ok. if they are moving or something.
i can't do antiques now. i see the prices paid at estate sales. i can't do antique malls anymore. i want to find it first!
ok. i bid and won a old carved wooden squirrel. but i needed cheering up. and no sales this week worthy.
sigh. i guess i am a shopaholic. just a cheap one.
i will post a pic of squirrel when i get it. and maybe the ceramic one i got for 25ยข. it is so bad it's endearing.
Some of the antique stores here are the overpriced usual and a few of them in remote areas are inexpensive. Around Christmas I was searching for wine glasses for someone who I knew would like old nice ones better than cheap new ones and I ended up in an antique store that now I know I will be going back to occasionally--nice old things, at bargain or at least fair prices. I like the thrift store here that is Mennonite run, I'm not a member of their church but the funds go to feeding the hungry, removing land mines, etc and I like my money going for that. Plus they often get all the contents of an older person's house and the kitchen -- and glass-- and some linens-- have been great finds. It's not as fun as going in the houses though! Last estate sale I went to here I got a Bulova gold watch. It was in $1 box marked down to 75c as 1/4 off by time I got to the sale. It keeps perfect time and is lovely.
I'm only shopaholic when it comes to finding treasures for next to nothing of their worth. Most retail sickens me--either badly made things I don't even want, or the high prices for things that are nice but at laughable cost.
Back to the subject of human treasures, I do hope you find joy with someone again. Take the time you need and enjoy the memories and trust it will get easier one way or another. I hope so for you.
cgreen
I'm only shopaholic when it comes to finding treasures for next to nothing of their worth. Most retail sickens me--either badly made things I don't even want, or the high prices for things that are nice but at laughable cost.
Back to the subject of human treasures, I do hope you find joy with someone again. Take the time you need and enjoy the memories and trust it will get easier one way or another. I hope so for you.
cgreen
# posted by : 11:56 AM
: 11:56 AM
he did make me smile. and i am not a 'happy' person. most of the time i just am. i made him smile too. i liked doing that. and making him laugh.
i hope i can find somebody too, because wanting him is just gonna make me crazee. but to find someone as good. NOT as tall tho.
yes. it finding the treasure part. new stuff isn't treasures. if i could afford some of the sweaters i see in catalogues....but, shit. i am wearing a vintage scandanavian wool ski sweater i found at an estate sale for $1. and very stylish too. way better.
i hope i can find somebody too, because wanting him is just gonna make me crazee. but to find someone as good. NOT as tall tho.
yes. it finding the treasure part. new stuff isn't treasures. if i could afford some of the sweaters i see in catalogues....but, shit. i am wearing a vintage scandanavian wool ski sweater i found at an estate sale for $1. and very stylish too. way better.
I've just realized part of the fun here is your pleasure in the nice things.
I think it was Hecate I was reading and she said she was at a gathering and all these people were just talking about tv. There's relatively few people who like art/books/ ...and will give you something worth laughing about with them. Sad but true. All the more appreciated the time when you get to be with them though.
cgreen
I think it was Hecate I was reading and she said she was at a gathering and all these people were just talking about tv. There's relatively few people who like art/books/ ...and will give you something worth laughing about with them. Sad but true. All the more appreciated the time when you get to be with them though.
cgreen
# posted by : 10:50 AM
: 10:50 AM
indeed. and why i miss keith all the more. we had such good conversations. he was evolved. shit. he was a philosophy major! sure he liked movies. old movies. but he liked art. he created art. he liked old books. he had old books.
and i lost him.
and to find somebody as fine? when he was a needle. wait. no, i was his needle. he found me. and we just happeed to be prefect for each other.
sigh.
BIG sigh. well, i guess i just keep going on. as best i can.
resale gap wool sweater. less guilt! heh, resale jeans too. sigh. i look good in them. and he didn't see me in them.
had to clean and re-install the imac. emergency. not prepared. blogger not letting me in.
OS X i am coming,
and i lost him.
and to find somebody as fine? when he was a needle. wait. no, i was his needle. he found me. and we just happeed to be prefect for each other.
sigh.
BIG sigh. well, i guess i just keep going on. as best i can.
resale gap wool sweater. less guilt! heh, resale jeans too. sigh. i look good in them. and he didn't see me in them.
had to clean and re-install the imac. emergency. not prepared. blogger not letting me in.
OS X i am coming,
indeed. and why i miss keith all the more. we had such good conversations. he was evolved. shit. he was a philosophy major! sure he liked movies. old movies. but he liked art. he created art. he liked old books. he had old books.
and i lost him.
and to find somebody as fine? when he was a needle. wait. no, i was his needle. he found me. and we just happeed to be prefect for each other.
sigh.
BIG sigh. well, i guess i just keep going on. as best i can.
resale gap wool sweater. less guilt! heh, resale jeans too. sigh. i look good in them. and he didn't see me in them.
had to clean and re-install the imac. emergency. not prepared. blogger not letting me in.
OS X i am coming,
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and i lost him.
and to find somebody as fine? when he was a needle. wait. no, i was his needle. he found me. and we just happeed to be prefect for each other.
sigh.
BIG sigh. well, i guess i just keep going on. as best i can.
resale gap wool sweater. less guilt! heh, resale jeans too. sigh. i look good in them. and he didn't see me in them.
had to clean and re-install the imac. emergency. not prepared. blogger not letting me in.
OS X i am coming,
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