Wednesday, December 20, 2006
DAY 4 part 4-
well, we got to my house about midnight.
i did not mention it, but, i felt tension in the car after a gas stop til we got to applebees. but it had cleared a after.
day 5. Keith had to go home. we were subdued. gave him direction to a different way home. got a better hug at back door as i was 3 steps higher. and it felt so empty to see his van go. he's gone again. gone.
but he called. i called. i wrote obsessively.
before i forget i will stick it here. the 2nd time i saw him at baraboo, i asked, 'are you a leg man or a breast man? oh, what an answer he gave. he said he was a face man.
it's not fucking fair. shit. my great-uncle's widow re-married at 80 this spring! and i can't even get the love of my life. not even for a year.
well, we got to my house about midnight.
i did not mention it, but, i felt tension in the car after a gas stop til we got to applebees. but it had cleared a after.
day 5. Keith had to go home. we were subdued. gave him direction to a different way home. got a better hug at back door as i was 3 steps higher. and it felt so empty to see his van go. he's gone again. gone.
but he called. i called. i wrote obsessively.
before i forget i will stick it here. the 2nd time i saw him at baraboo, i asked, 'are you a leg man or a breast man? oh, what an answer he gave. he said he was a face man.
it's not fucking fair. shit. my great-uncle's widow re-married at 80 this spring! and i can't even get the love of my life. not even for a year.
