Tuesday, December 19, 2006
DAY 4-part 1
sunday was sunny. perfect day. keith's sales were great as usual. keith going off and bringing back dark grey rocks. i did the circuit i think. bought a few things. all in all a good show i think, but he did it more because he spent time in marquette as a young boy. helped him pack the few pots he had left. grabbed one more. or was it 2? after he loaded the van he took me for another drive through the park.
i forgot, on fri, he took me to an overlook spot. so pretty and awesome.
this time we stopped at another part. the north end. with a cliff to a sandy beach and i took some pictures and somehow he dropped down the 10 foot or so cliff to the sand. and explored and i took more pictures. wishing i could join him. thinking, next year he can help me down and up. -another fucking never dammit- but he was getting cell calls from his ex. his son was having his wisdom teeth out on monday or tues. one was impacted. ooh, that's not good. REALLY not good if you looked into the oral pathology book. mine, 3, came in straight like the rest of my teeth.
so, i told keith if he wanted, we could drive back tonight. we had checked out of the motel anyways. so we headed south. didn't get a chance to go to our family cottage or anything. big bummmer. he was rather quiet tho. we talked a little in van. but around 9ish, we gotta eat and pee.were gonna stop in green bay. i knew a great place. but we missed the turn off. next town. didn't find anything but a chili's and applebees. go to the applebees. it's pretty empty. keith walks in and the waitress says, gee, are you 7 and 1/2 feet? she was quite petite. humorous, for me. i bet he got tired of it decades ago. gotta pee first as does he. we order. and then we really talk. i have to explain why i was not so, forward or normal. i had never been a popular, semi-popular, or even noticed in high school. i am not a party person. i am a wallflower. i am not used to this, and, well, i have a health 'pre-existing condition' since i was 26. i just am unprepared for a 6'!!' chick magnet. and boy was he. but i was not jealous. because he had already shown, he liked me. me? ME??? still bemused. this god of a man liked me? me, who wasn't asked out in HS?
sunday was sunny. perfect day. keith's sales were great as usual. keith going off and bringing back dark grey rocks. i did the circuit i think. bought a few things. all in all a good show i think, but he did it more because he spent time in marquette as a young boy. helped him pack the few pots he had left. grabbed one more. or was it 2? after he loaded the van he took me for another drive through the park.
i forgot, on fri, he took me to an overlook spot. so pretty and awesome.
this time we stopped at another part. the north end. with a cliff to a sandy beach and i took some pictures and somehow he dropped down the 10 foot or so cliff to the sand. and explored and i took more pictures. wishing i could join him. thinking, next year he can help me down and up. -another fucking never dammit- but he was getting cell calls from his ex. his son was having his wisdom teeth out on monday or tues. one was impacted. ooh, that's not good. REALLY not good if you looked into the oral pathology book. mine, 3, came in straight like the rest of my teeth.
so, i told keith if he wanted, we could drive back tonight. we had checked out of the motel anyways. so we headed south. didn't get a chance to go to our family cottage or anything. big bummmer. he was rather quiet tho. we talked a little in van. but around 9ish, we gotta eat and pee.were gonna stop in green bay. i knew a great place. but we missed the turn off. next town. didn't find anything but a chili's and applebees. go to the applebees. it's pretty empty. keith walks in and the waitress says, gee, are you 7 and 1/2 feet? she was quite petite. humorous, for me. i bet he got tired of it decades ago. gotta pee first as does he. we order. and then we really talk. i have to explain why i was not so, forward or normal. i had never been a popular, semi-popular, or even noticed in high school. i am not a party person. i am a wallflower. i am not used to this, and, well, i have a health 'pre-existing condition' since i was 26. i just am unprepared for a 6'!!' chick magnet. and boy was he. but i was not jealous. because he had already shown, he liked me. me? ME??? still bemused. this god of a man liked me? me, who wasn't asked out in HS?
