pansypoo's personal rant page.

pansypoo still crying.
to find a pearl as Keith, so rare, so wonderful only have it die. before....god.
whoo hoo, that poem sucks. to love and lose it? that's better? no fucking way. not losing it.

i don't think i can tell our story. yet.
i don't want to weep again.

i almost wish i was stupid and a typical american. it would be easy. but i am not.
i don't like bars. detest shopping. don't go out and 'do' stuff. i am always barefoot. hate makeup.
sigh.
keith was THAT rare.